I’ ve written here once before how I was going to kill myself by train. http://suicideproject.org/2015/12/suicidal-but-not-depressed-2/ Surprise, surprise I survived going in front of the train. Don’t know how it is possible, but here I am. They must build weird trains here.
I first became concsiously aware of myself in the mental hospital and I don’t remember going to suicide nor being in the hospital/half of mental hospital. I had head trauma and broken coral bone and that’s it. I wish I had died and don’t know what to do now.
I still don’t want to live but I am short of ideas what to do. Damn trains were supposed to be reliable.
I play with the idea that I go abroad and be homeless until I starve to death but it is not very appealing.
… Are there more suicide failures like that?
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No. Fucking. Way. You survived being hit by a train? You are one tough motherf***er.
Wow incredible.
Ok, I know of this girl that jumped of a sixth floor and not only didn’t die but she just got like a broken leg.
A part o your option is something I am contemplating too… But it takes a really really long of time, it’s more likely to die of an old age because of a strike or something.
I don’t know how you got the guts to stand in front of a train and even more crazy then that is that you lived with minor injuries. WOW!!! what a story. You must have been scared seeing that train coming toward you. I could never muster up the guts to do that. Well. If you survived that you can survive anything. I think you should try to fix your attention and your energy on doing something positive with your life. You don’t have to die. You can live and make your life better. If you can survive what you just went through then just think of how much easier the rest of your life will be in comparison?
HOLY SHIT!! I’ve survived hangings. I had a shotgun but didn’t use it due to fear of survival. Im glad i didn’t seeing this.
I witnessed 3 people get hit by a high speed train. The really drunk guy survived with minimal injuries. I think there is a lesson to be learned from that.
I adimire your courage iv thought about it wile waiting for the train but that take serious guts and to survive aswell wasn’t your time to go
Drowning I believe that too. It just wasn’t time to go. I do believe that there are forces in the world that can save a person when it is not their time to go.
I would like to post my recent (just a few days ago) failure, but I wouldn’t like to give people ideas. I just couldn’t get the technique to work. But I do think if I had, it would have been relatively quick and painless…