My husband hid the razor blades from me so I went and took a Lighter and put the edge to the flame then to my outer thigh i find i like this method better then cutting it leaves no real mark just a red spot that hurts when i touch it. I like the pain its what i deserve . i like the cutting too i left no scars but i liked the blood now i Like the pain.
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@Kupo95: I’m sorry you are in this state. I just read your post. I understand the need for pain. Yeah totally get it. Make sure if you burn yourself and cause a blisters that you keep them dry so they don’t get infected. Burns infect easier (or so it seems) than regular razor cuts. As far as the cutting to bleed, try to keep your blades clean and your wounds dry and clean so you don’t get an infection. Just a little advice from HDS.
How are you doing tonight aside from the burning? Is the pain helping with your stress?
Truthfully no its not my husband took me out to some odd people who happen to live in the same house my aunt had 7 years ago were most of all this depression started. And i am dreading the fact I to wake up tomorrow becuse Saturday hell will break loose and my marriage might be over or talking to my family will stop. And i just want to be left alone but that cant be done.
Hope fully i can just pray for the stress to pass
thanks for the advice 🙂
By the way i made sure not to make blisters my huband will see and that won’t be good.
why will your marriage be over? since tomorrow is Saturday for you I’m thinking you live way the hell away from Texas, like Australia or NZ or something.
I a big fan of harm reduction. If you are going to harm yourself, do it safely, if you are going to use drugs, do it safely, what ever it is you are doing, just take care and be safe and don’t injure other that are around you. Self autonomy.
So you had to go out with people who don’t know or don’t like? That sounds awful. i’d rather be sitting in a mud ditch then be forced to socialize with people I don’t like.