Thank you all

Thank you all to everyone that has stood by me tonight in one way or another.  Thank you for the company over the last year but more importantly over the last 2 days.

You have all been amazing.

I know so many of you if not all of you do not understand my choice and that is okay.  You have all given me a great departing gift.  Please continue to take care of one another as you always have.  Our minds never have to be on the same page just support one another.

Now, I will ready myself for my exit.  Is it wrong that I am going out in my favorite “danny boy” sweats and pointe shoes?  I could have chose something far more fitting or flattering by all means but then again, I think this is the most fitting thing I could be wearing at this moment in time.

Hey bestie, in case you come across this….thank you, for everything.  I’m glad I finally learned the art of that “thing” we are always talking about.  Wish I had learned it sooner.

In this moment in time, I am glad that I finally figured out who I really am.  What I really am.  And that I can go out with knowing that.

And again, I am at peace with what is to come.  I  know fear will follow in the moments after drinking my “sleepy juice”….well, once I start to feel it.  But it won’t last long, the fear only come because of the strange feeling it will give me.  After that, its moments before a deep slumber will come my way.

If for some reason this doesn’t work and it should (3) bottles going down, I will let you know…assuming I still have a brain if I wake up.  I have at least 3 days before anyone should notice.

Again, thank you for everything.

Now, I am almost already, just checking my make up and hair over…yes, I am vain….even if I am in old sweats…lol  My face at least has to look cute…oh come, don’t look at me like that!!!!  😛

Almost time for the music to begin.  *I’m smiling*

See you over the rainbow someday.

I won’t leave you with anything poetic just a simple:

Love to you all.

XOXOXO

• Little L