I feel so powerless and worthless. I’m in pain again. I just want to take my life.
I can’t cope with life. It’s too painful. It’s torture and agony what I’m going through again.
I was able to distract myself recently and felt good by keeping busy. Yesterday all the pain came back because of a memory of the past. Now I don’t have the will to do anything. I feel so small, insecure and hopeless. I just want to end my life. It’s the only thing that can free me from this nightmare and give me peace.
Sigh…
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@Adesertsage: I just read your post. How are you feeling tonight? seems to be a tough month for a lot of folks around here. I’ll be around reading posts if you want to vent a little or talk about how you might start walking forward in your life and feel a little better.
I feel sad because nobody can understand how I feel inside no matter how much I try to explain it.