I literally have nothing left to live for. My last hope for my future is gone now. My clock is ticking down to the last seconds. I want this pain to just leave me alone, just for a little while. I’m so tired of being in pain… If there was ever a shot at happiness for me, it’s long gone now. It’s gone, just like my dreams.
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Hey, I’m praying for your soul. I suffer the same but unfortunately it’s in spurts. Some extremely dark and depressive other times helpful and full of hope. If there’s one thing I’ve learned in the past day from SP is to hold on a little longer. I literally sat yesterday with 3 pill bottles in my hand, about to end it all. I researched suicide and I found this blog. I read and cried and created an account. I can’t tell you what to do, but please try and take it one second at a time if need be. I haven’t experienced happiness in while, but maybe that’s not what we’re actually looking for. Maybe we’re looking for purpose and fulfillment. Anyway, regardless of your decision feel free to talk to me or anyone else on this blog. #StayOneMoreDay Okay?
I found SP the same way. This site has really helped me. I still have the ups and downs I always do but what is really helping me get through the days is everyone here.