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First time here, woke up this moring and the first thing I thought about was suicide

by dying.inside

Hi to anyone who reads this. I won’t say a lot. But yesterday I lost everything, my bf broke up with me yesterday. This might sound stupid to some but it’s the truth. I was so attached to this boy we got into a stuipd fight yesterday and it escallated very fast. He started calling me a slut which I ain’t. I’m not the type to argue so I didn’t care what he called but it fucking hurt cause I thought he different he seemed so sweet but he just put on a front. Then yesterday he blasted me on fb saying I’m a slut and other things which I never done anything to him for him to be treating me like this. I cried all day yesterday I feel like I lost my soul mate ? I really loved this guy. And this morning I didn’t wanna get up cause I knew I would have to face him today. I thought of killing myslef but then something scary happened I heard my grandmothers voice and I broke down, she has passed away and I thought to myself he ain’t worth it if he really did care about me he wouldn’t have bashed me on fb. I know it’s gonna be hard to get past this ?

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sportsnut 3/2/2016 - 11:03 am

hi dying.inside… welcome just wanted you to know i feel your pain.. i still hear my grandpa sometimes too.. blessing to you

dying.inside 3/2/2016 - 12:16 pm

thanks

sportsnut 3/2/2016 - 12:56 pm

my pleasure

Dawn 3/2/2016 - 4:50 pm

Sorry you’re going through this. I hope it gets better from here for you.

dying.inside 3/2/2016 - 7:14 pm

Thank you

Dawn 3/2/2016 - 7:58 pm

Of course

Hatemyllllife 9/10/2016 - 2:02 pm

I’m sorry you’re hurting. He ain’t worth it.

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