I started posting on here four years ago and I feel the same way that I did in the beginning, it’s nuts. Four years ago, I completely cracked, I try to keep it together, but it’s broken. I can’t fix it, can’t believe I’m going to live the rest of my life like this either.
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Hi Hed. Gonna be a long night.
It may very well be. Thanks for commenting.
After enough years, they all are.
I’m blown away by how far I’ve made it, not that I haven’t prayed for death or thought about suicide as much as anybody on here, but it’s really hard to understand how I’ve made it this far, 41 years old and the suicidal ideation began about 20 years ago.