I’be technically been on this site for 2 or 3 years now just looking around, but this is really the first time I’ve ever made a post. I’ve seen how everyone here connects and empathizes with each other, and I guess now I’ve decided that finally posting and visiting the sight without private browsing on could be the best thing to help for right now. I’m in a bad spot; potentially the worst I’ve ever been in. To be honest I’m pretty sure I won’t be alive for much longer than a year if that, barring a miracle. And if I do die soon I want to be part of your family before that happens. I know it’s cliché but I never had the level of understanding I see on this website anywhere in my life. Maybe now I can change that.
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Its never too late to change while your still here, im still sinking and thinking that i might take my own life some time in the near future but even if that is a certainty i will still be here reading and writing until then so you should be too 🙂
Oh you don’t have to worry for a while. I’ve had my method decided for more than a year now, but for better and worse that method won’t be possible for months at the earliest. And even so I don’t want to kill myself right now. I just know what’s coming soon and when it does I’ll know the right time. But until that happens I’m staying right here with everyone else.
Osmosis Jones is my jam, by the way lol
Okay firstly awesome that you saw that from the pro pic 🙂 (and by the way the frame is the only time he ever makes that face and its looks kinda creepy thats why i grabbed it)
Secondly I also have my method chosen i have my favorite flic knife almost always sitting on my table and its the one im going to put in my neck when i decide that ill do it.
Right now though im in a slightly better place not sure how long for but whatever, ive learned to say fuck it to some things
Lastly im a bit curious as to this awaited method of yours. Of course no obligation to you.
Sure, I’ll tell you. The plan is to take several bars of Xanax and park my car in an enclosed, secluded space. The last thing I plan to hear is the song list on my iPhone. Hell, I’ll probably bring plenty of weed with me, too.
Nice, I smoke pot but somehow i just cant see ever being able to include it in mine but maybe thats because as I said I plan to put a knife in my kneck yeah I cant imagine why i would want to be high as while I do that but then again why not I guess… hmm something for me to think on…
Why do I keep spelling neck whith a silent K ^^^ Im so weird…
Lol well I’ve never attempted before so I don’t know how it’ll work out, but I know I’d sure feel better if it was there
If your sure on that method I’d just say do plenty of research on the meds and just be sure your happy with it
Welcome
Thanks, Drowning. I feel a lot less trapped when I’m on here.
It’s a good place to say how your feeling and get support
Hi Casino96 and welcome! 🙂
Thanks, it’s nice to meet all of you.
Casino96, Good choice! but your a little mixed up! we talk about wanted to die but are job is to keep you alive, when you become a part of this family your doomed to live forever! 🙂
Lol thanks I’ll try to remember that
Casino, I hate to break it to you but Xanax won’t kill you. I took a whole bottle with a half a bottle of tequila and blacked out. I woke up in the psych ER. Apparently I was running around like a lunatic, wreaking havoc in the ER and had to be restrained. I have no memory of any of it. Even if my old roommate hadn’t found me I still wouldn’t have died. Google it. I speak the truth.
I don’t want to OD on it. I just know it labors breathing and heart rate after enough doses and it’ll make the whole carbon monoxide part a little easier. I wouldn’t be taking that many.
Oh I get now. Good luck. I hope u find peace
Thank you, Dyinginny. I hope more that it doesn’t come down to that.