I was having doubts about this, but now I’m ready. Do you know what finally set me off? My mom. It was a good day, my brother started teaching me how to drive, my dad was just in his room, and my mom was watching tv. And my dad came out to ask about what we should do about our insurance. I don’t know why, but my mom started yelling saying that that should be his responsibility and that other families have everything sorted out. My family isn’t the richest, and whenever my dad does something without my mom’s knowledge she rages and when my dad does ask her she just tells him to do whatever. What kind of system is this? After my dad left to avoid further fighting, my mom just said, “I want to kill that stupid son of a *****.”
Why? Why couldn’t I have a happier family? Why couldn’t she just get a divorce then? She says that she’s waiting for me to go to college, but I’d rather her just divorce than make these fucking comments.
So, when I get my license, I’m gonna go and do it. I’m gonna go and jump of the Golden Gate. I’m not sorry. I just can’t deal with it anymore.
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I watch a doc about the Golden Gate Bridge 4200 foot drop why u chose to go out that way ?
My mom was like this.
“I could never get a reaction out of him”
So that was grounds for her to throw tantrums- break dishes, throw silverwear at him, run away.
I told me dad “you could divorce her. I wouldn’t mind”. He said he thinks about it. Eventually he did, but I got stuck with her, and she made my life a living hell.
I’m not going to pretend out situations are identical, but maybe stick around for divorce, and be sure to wind up with the level-headed one.
If your mom is aggravating You don’t need to kill yourself over it. learn how to drive go to college go for a drive when she pissis you cut people off while driveing have road rage realise your anger on them it works .
I know how you feel, jmc. My mother is a lot like this but it’s sometimes worse because my sister gangs up on him too and they actually get bolstered off of each other.
Treating someone who is malleable like a doormat because you can is not right. It also can fuck your children up because I had many relationships fail with me undertaking these similar manipulative qualities before I was actually called out on it and now work to change it.
Is your home life fucked up and you’ll probably never be able to voice it without causing more waved than its worth. Probably. I’ve been there for years. You do have this site though to voice it to people who may relate. If this site alone can carry you through until you don’t have to be exposed to that environment on a daily level, I think it’s at least worth a shot. I’m fairly certain without this community and just having people to relate to, I very likely would not be here. Just some food for thought. If you need to talk or just vent some- AtlasBleeding@gmail.Com
Golden Gate
Wow…
How stylish
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Liked the idea…
But it’s your mom who should jump from Golden Gate…what a disgusting person!! Sorry to say that (mine was exactly like yours. Thank God she’s dead!)
If you wanna die just because of your mom, go away from her and your life will be better. She makes you suividal, not yourself.
Your mother sounds like an abusive person. I suggest waiting until you get out of that toxic situation before doing anything drastic. Chances are, the situation will have a lasting impact on you, but you would be surprised how much better life can be when you’ve cut out toxic pepole.