I’m not to sure why I’m still hanging around to be honest maybe I need to find the courage to try again and plan properly this time ? Isit our destiny to die early I feel like iv lived two life times but I’m still young but I feel so old can people like us recover from being rock bottom depressed anxious suicidal and even attempted ? Or should we give up what r we really fighting for ? A 9 to 5 job is that living ? Do we live to work or work to live ? Why are we this way is there something in the water ? Are the government trying to depopulate the world more by suicide ? Why are there so many mental illness theses days ? I have more downs then ups in my life death truma heartbreak isolation where the light in the dark ? God has just left us to rot in this hell hole this here is not living it’s barely surviving why should I keep trying to keep my head above water ? I feel I should just let go a sink deep deep down in this black hole and drown and trust me you don’t need water to feel like your drowning and that word HOPE will or Can drive a man crazy
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My dear friend,
I feel exactly like you described above…
Liked a lot the part you say:
“Are the government trying to depopulate the world more by suicide ? ”
You know…I have the impression who created this shit system we are trapped in did it to push us to our limits and then see us fail.
I also noticed more people suffering from mental illnesses…and I think this is the result of this shit system we are trapped in.
Lies…lies…and exploitation. Mental and physical exploitation.
As you put so well: a hole we are put in to rotten forgotten by God
I don’t believe in God anymore…
If God exists he’s a big son of a ***** 😛
Hay Man U fairly new ? Yh I got some deep question I want to no or try to understand what our real purpose for being here apart destroy it we can be here of that or work 9-5 and call that living work to spead most of the money on bills I don’t get it
Hey there! I bet there is no reason we are here.
And I agree with you a job 9-5 just to pay the bills is no life.
I’m in this ridiculous meaninless working life also…
Big shit pay the bills
Where is the taste of life???