I don’t want to do this anymore. Life. Tears. Etc. I’m not going to harm myself, but dammit. Something needs to change. I need to change. My brain. I’m so tired of feeling like this. I just want to die. I can’t take it anymore!!!!
I’m so glad this site exists. I would have no idea how to express myself otherwise. I’m even talking with my dearest friend right now and he also so suffers from depression. I feel like telling him how I feel, but I just don’t want to burden him. I feel like asking him for help, even though I know he can’t help me. Nobody can. I just want to die. Why can’t I just die?
Ya know. I was adopted. And many, many nights I just wish that my birth mother aborted me. I can’t even imagine why she would give me away and not just kill me right then. Like why would she put the pain of life on me?
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if he had depression.. you should tell him..he will understand..we love you..
We’re talking now. I feel better. Less alone. Thanks sportsnut.
my pleasure.. fill me in tomorrow..?
I will 🙂
i look forward to it..
We talked for a while and we both expressed how broken we are and exchanged stories. It made me so calm.
i glad…told ya.. see.. hehe.. the nut knows a few things..