I’ve spent hours in the dark with streams going down my face and cracks running along my heart. I’m always trying to put the pieces together.
Why does it feel like my life is crashing like the meteor that killed the dinosaurs?
I have my happiness. . Oh yes, I have it.
But you know that moment it feels like life makes your mind turn your emotions into people and sends them flying at each other with everything they got?
Negatives fighting positives.
Anger, sadness. . Fighting hard to destroy your happiness. To break all that love and strength in your heart.
That moment can make a person feel like they’re drowning in a room filled with air.
I want my happiness to stay, but so much is changing. It’s all out of my hands and I feel absolutely useless because of it.
It hurts worse when you realize that.
Sometimes the fate of a part of your life just isn’t in your hands. And you want to scream for help, but there’s nobody who can do anything. Because only you can change your fate.
Fate is out of reach though.
And this is why I’m quietly breaking.
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I’m sorry… me tooo
There’s no need to apologize.
Just stay strong.
And stay alive, friend.
That moment can make a person feel like they’re drowning in a room filled with air. wow I really liked what you wrote. This especially resonated with me today.
I’m a writer.
My words are my art.
And I definitely have more to create.
I’m very glad you liked it.
that’s awesome..I’m a writer too
Nice. There are a ton of writers here. some amateur, some professional. All with a unique style their own. It looks like you are new to the forum?
Yes. I am new. I need somewhere to put my work where nobody knows me. I like the mystery of it. I can be real, but hidden, too.