i wonder how much more can a fragile mind take before it cracks and you become a sociopath/psychopath
like fuck me im on my way there depressed suicidal anxious insomnia depersonalisation borderline personality disorder self harming If I run around cutting my self thats pretty much ok but if I do it to another person I’m a psychopath right ? Haha I think I need to be put away in a padded room with one of them hug yourself jackets til they can give us brain transplants or we wire this 1 cause it’s pretty message up
god dishing out any miracles ?
My prays go unanswered I’m walking blind here man kinda of struggling psychically fine mentally crippled I’m stranded no hope I can’t do this on my own don’t leave me out here in the dark no more the demons are real they eat at your soul sucking the very last bit of life from you it’s called depression Depression is like a cancer is start of small then spreads its way though your hole body and mind making us walking corpses we eat sleep shit that’s pretty much it or stare at the tv not really watching it just looking not at not behind just staring into nothingness ” deep breath “
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Nice right words you chose again…
You see…if you harm another person who wants to be harmed by you that does not make you a psychopath but a Gothic.
Gothic couples share love but also depression, self harm, couples harm each other and drink each others blood, they talk about pain, death, deep disappointment, frustration and have a more sincere life than common “perfect” people.
Please stop judging you. You are like us here. Be this depressive shit. So what?? It’s you. You don’t need to fit. Be you. I like you exactly as you are: depressive, suicidal, borderline, nice and genuine.
So what if you are cutted up and down?? It’ s your story, your soul.
I like you and could play Gothic with you…may I cut a bit?
Feel horrible…there is no problem. Let it go through you. Feel the pain and cry till faint. Release the pressure or bear it forever.
It hurts me deeply too…and I can’t go today. Not yet, so I develop some ways to bear the burden.
My dude I feel what your saying life hard I no it’s my story but iv had more downs then ups my friend I gotta catch some shut eye email me if u like indigojones5@gmail.com on il b on tomo
Ok them…
If it’s good for sth…I had more downs than ups in the last years also.
HI drowning, you’re still having a really anxious week.