How the hell can I do it. How the hell will I do it? They’ll care.
I don’t want them to care. Dear lord I don’t want them to care. God….
1 more month, and…
Oh Dear God…Help me. 🙁 ;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;(
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I’ll pray someone will reply here,
I’ll pray that, maybe someone will tell me something.
I’m praying. I’m…
troubled.
Hey there GT. I’m listening tonight. What is going on?
36 days..This’ll all be over.
..
How the hell can I go through it if theres family thats the biggest issue.
They’ve figured out most of my troubles, even got the hints about suicide.
I got a suicide talk too.
….But…to leave them….I hate them, I can admit.
I don’t care about leaving. I don’t care.
But they will. God. God. Fuck. I wish they didn’t care.
I fucking wise they wouldn’t give two craps.
I just want to do this, not worry.
Why am I worrying over them…
Fucking shit. Kill me.
Know that you are choosing peace over pain and the effect that is being left with your family is only as bad as they make it up to be. Suicide could be treated like any other death if there was no bad stigma.
Tell your family if there was another way you would do that but if there isn’t it’s not your intention to hurt them
How can anyone understand that if they are hurt?
Emotions blur out understanding.