The everlasting vicious cycle

What are the final words best suiting a suicide note? It`s not that you don`t have the courage to say them while being still alive, but being sure they won`t listen. Yes, we can store huge amounts of negative emotions which serve as background for the suicidal ideation: anyway, you can break the chains now, because there is no future, no longer to suffer the consequences, and it`s not only your fault. You sent constantly those “suicide warning signs”, but nothing changed in good, only worse. So you`re here, contemplating suicide and yet there are still some things you can do. Smash them in the face with your final angry words? You can do that. Also you can thank a good friend [if having any]. It is hard, but you`re here for some reasons, and that gives you the courage to let yourself be embraced by Death. No, it`s not a cry for attention or trying to obtain something from someone, it`s a serious issue. Because here`s the time when only Death seems to be the solution, the permanent escape from this never-ending torment, this perverse curse that lays upon you. Because everyone should have the right to die. Here in this jail no one gets out alive, because it`s a sentence for life. I`ll die anyway, so why shouldn’t I die right now?