What’s the point of living, what makes us feel alive? I’m thinking/planning my escape route i’m sick of living. I don’t want to be alive anymore theres no point especially when your parent threatens to kill you themselves because you weren’t able to do the job yourself. Β π as i’m typing this i’m in the supermarket and chasing cars by snow patrol is playing.
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Your not alone my friend I feel the same way
Well at least someone understands. I plan on trying to end my life by tonight so wish ne luck that I don’t fail this time π
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I wish u luck I failed on Sunday u can have my email if u want to talk suicide
That sounds nice because IRL I have no-one I can talk to because everyone sees me as a misfit. Can’t seem to make friends but that’s ok because real life people suck π
Indigojones5@gmail.com there u go my friend
My email waiting moderation
Thank you I’ll send you a email later before I attempt if that’s ok? π
If u can email me soon iv got to be up early but would like to get to no u just in case u are successful my friend
Ok will email you soon then π
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Hey sent you a email don’t know if you received it though I’m currently out IRL shopping and I’m using data
So yeah…
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AttemptedSuicide,
Hello my friend, you asked a few questions i’ll try to answer them, although the answers will be factual, these are questions i had to ponder myself and i needed to know the answer to them.
“Whatβs the point of living?” the point is you were born, once you were born it is built into to all of us to survive that’s are job.
” what makes us feel alive?” What makes us feel alive is the fact we are alive.
“I donβt want to be alive anymore there’s no point especially when your parent threatens to kill you themselves because you werenβt able to do the job yourself” I hate this one! as other’s have said i know how you feel, first off you are young, you are not in control of your life and won’t be till your on your own, it’s like doing hard time everybody has to do it, you can’t skip that part, done it myself, i doing it right now, for other reasons but just the same i suffer too!
Now this is the point why do it? Because you have something to gain, a dream, the dream can be a million different things everyone dream is different, you want to be a ROCK STAR? Do you just want to live a comfortable life with nobody telling you what to do? Do you want to be rich? all these things are yours to obtain, that’s up to you through hard work and perseverance.
You are the captain of your ship, NEVER MIND WHAT PEOPLE TELL YOU! Your in complete control, but you have to do your time.
myself i did just that! i lived the dream, and had success, turning those dreams into reality, of course my dreams were very high, so i got part way there during my life, was it worth it? Yes it was, Because I didn’t give up and had goals, and still do.
you are your own person, if you want things to be perfect without struggling forget it, what matters is you are alive and well your are fight for your dreams. it only matters to you. you can only do this one time so why through in the towel so quickly?
I’m 19 but because of court orders and stuff I’d rather not discuss. I am only able to leave when I have mental stability. If you’re unstable basically of the unsound mind. You’re not aloud to make your own decisions let alone live by yourself or even leave the country. I don’t even have access to my own bank account or anything under my name. My parents are always gossiping about my attempts and they never put the blame on themselves because their in denial always have been always will be.
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Im sorry to hear about this. Sorry that you have it so bad at such a young age.
Hang in there man. I believe things can and will get better for you.
hang in there.
AttemptedSuicide,
Makes things a little harder, Sorry. i hate that shit! all i can say is try to turn things around.
Life is fucked nothing can turn around for me after what I’ve done. With the path I’m on there’s no looking back.
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AttemptedSuicide, not quite true you can turn anything around. get off the path.
Thank you for your support π
I think discovering what makes you feel alive if part of the life cycle. Meaning each of us personally has to go out and find a reason to survive and or find something to do with out time that is positive and makes us come alive.
I know its not always easy but it does get easier after you have been trying for a while.
I’ve been trying since the age of 4. Is that long enough?