What Should I Do?

My birthday is coming up, and it’s coming up fast. I’m so scared for it to become another sufferable day for me. Im doing my senior project on that day and let me tell you… It’s hellish days full of utter loneliness. I’m not even exaggerating it. Nobody talks to me, my old friends mooch all over my sister and never intend on talking to me. They will look at me and not even acknowledge my very existence. It rips my heart in two.. I would not go to it.. If my parents weren’t so strict about it.. I got all my hours everything done! But they still are forcing me to go. I don’t want to go to the one on my birthday, I’d rather go to the last performance on Friday.. If I have to go to the one on my birthday I might just run for it. I’m sick of being treated like this. I want to show my mom and dad how I really feel when they push me over my limits. If anyone could give me another option on how to get my parents to not let me go that would be great. It might even save me from taking the chance of running away and leaving myself to die.. I was planning on doing it the other week but it was my fathers birthday… I would never do that to him on his birthday…