I like the poetic nature of your post. And I also like the Honesty of your post.
You seem to be going through a difficult time.
I understand where you are coing from. I have had many days where I wanted to die but just kept living and crying my way through life….just because Im supposed to live.
But ultimately I can say. that I am glad to be alive even after all of the bad times and bad days I have had in the past. I have found that YES> Bad days do come… and on those bad days I often wish I would be be gone from this world. But I find that if I push through those bad days that better days come and when the better days come I am glad to be alive.. and glad that I did not end myself.
So hang in there my friend.
What is going on in your life to make you cry and have thoughts of suicide??
You don’t known how much your kind feedback means to me. SP is helping me get out my shell and get back on track.
I have highs and lows throughout the day I hide all my pain with a smail I often feel inferior.
I never attempted suicide I never had seriou plans of… Because of fear of enternal torment in hell.
my parents are old fashion they don’t even know I’m a member of this forum.
I’m a man with shattered dreams and an broken heart.
I always put myself in fantasy land in my head it was my way of dealing with the hell of my childhood.
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You ok aspie?
I like the poetic nature of your post. And I also like the Honesty of your post.
You seem to be going through a difficult time.
I understand where you are coing from. I have had many days where I wanted to die but just kept living and crying my way through life….just because Im supposed to live.
But ultimately I can say. that I am glad to be alive even after all of the bad times and bad days I have had in the past. I have found that YES> Bad days do come… and on those bad days I often wish I would be be gone from this world. But I find that if I push through those bad days that better days come and when the better days come I am glad to be alive.. and glad that I did not end myself.
So hang in there my friend.
What is going on in your life to make you cry and have thoughts of suicide??
I’m glad to be alive too
Just to feel my skin
if its not your time its not your time
Hi aspie… If you want to talk, we’re here for you.
aspie, we all want to die, then again we want to live! well one thing is for sure we will die, wait your turn. no cutting in front of the line. 🙂
Lol I like your additude
You don’t known how much your kind feedback means to me. SP is helping me get out my shell and get back on track.
I have highs and lows throughout the day I hide all my pain with a smail I often feel inferior.
I never attempted suicide I never had seriou plans of… Because of fear of enternal torment in hell.
my parents are old fashion they don’t even know I’m a member of this forum.
I’m a man with shattered dreams and an broken heart.
I always put myself in fantasy land in my head it was my way of dealing with the hell of my childhood.
aspie, Sorry about your past, but you are in charge of the future!
I’m moving in the right direction!
Me and my father used to fight a lot but now we are ok