Hi,
This is my first post on this website and I’m not usually the type of person who does that but I have no one left in my life to talk to so I guess I’m turning to you guys…. Anyways, the past few months have been pretty hard I went on an exchange in Italy which turned out to be the worst experience of my life because the family I stayed with was yelling at me and insulting me the whole time… So I came back home way earlier than I should have and that’s where everything started. This exchange completely destroyed me I had so many expectations and it was my dream so when I came home I took it as a failure and I feel into a depression, eating disorder and anxiety problems…. Then after that I had to switch schools and I had no friends there and then when my parents realized I was miserable there I transferred to my old school and now I can’t pass any exams because I missed too much school. My spirits have varied from happy to wanting to kill myself very often in the past few months and my entourage seems to be giving up on me. My brother can’t stand me anymore and my parents are tired of me feeling all the time. Tonight I really thought it was the end I really wanted to just end it since I have nothing to live for but I didn’t something kept me from doing it I guess I was afraid or something….
I don’t know if anyone is going to read this but if someone does thanks it means a lot
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Hi welcome
Thanks 🙂
I read it. I’m going through somewhat the same thing.
What triggers a person to fall into the hole is different for each person. Once someone falls into the hole then it becomes the same for everybody. How doespecially one handle being in the hole and how does one go about getting out of the hole.
Hello and welcome
The best thing for you to do is to chill.. its not like you can do anything about it
Just try to care less.. But that doesn’t mean u shouldnt give ur best!
Put ur head on the pillow and say “screw it” and sleep like a wooden log! If things are out of ur control, then just let them be out of control. School? Whether u worked urself to the bone or not.. U are going to pass whether in two years or 10 years.. You will graduate whether u like it or not 🙂 believe me.
If u see a dangerous big wave.. Dont take a surfing board like everyone else thinking they can go with it and mount it.. But put ur glasses on and sip from ur lemon juice while watching everyone drown from afar.
Be that chillded dude who doesnt really care ..but when he does something he give his best!
U can do i!