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@jadedkeizy firstly you have to stop thinking of yourself as a liability, to anyone! you have a right to feel the way you do, so get out of that mindset, its part of the problem. and secondly, we all relapse. kicking depression isnt something that gets done in one go or ten goes it takes years and alot of self exploration to get a handle on it, and even then you can brush with it from time to time. what your going through is perfectly normal and perfectly acceptable, so dont feel you have to do this alone, you have me, and you have the others here, and we can get you through this, just as we have for others, lean on us and let us be your crutch, i know you have been a member here fora good while now, so you know what this place can do for people, let it work its magic, and get you back fighting again, and feel free to drop me an email as well, the one under my name in the comment page gets through to me, if you want that is