I’m trying so hard and doing everything within my means to be a functional adult but I feel like the façade is wearing thin. I might snap and jump off bridge. Oh dear sweet Jesus I’m about to fall to pieces. Why do I have to go through this?
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i’m sorry to say this but life really sucks … it’s not made for everyone you know ? people like us .. i feel like we don’t belong here . give yourself some time to change things .. and if you don’t see any difference even if you tried your best … you know . but i hope it will get better for you ..
Thank you for the positive vibes BL98
Like bl98 said life sucks. And it sucks for all of us.But there are some things that keeps us around. I’m sure you will find yours.
well if i may say, i believe your first mistake is doing eveything in your power to be a functioning adult. who the hell want to be that? its an utterly depressing thing to be, be a functioning grown up kid, its much better for your soul, everything can get better, and in time it does get easier to cope and overcome. want to tell me whats got you so close to snapping?
Well it just came and hit me from out of no where. I’ve been trying to get back up on my feet after a bout of depression that had me locked up in the mental hospital. 9 months have elapsed but I feel like I am relapsing, I feel defeated. My family had high hopes but I feel like I have been a liability to myself and to them.
@jadedkeizy firstly you have to stop thinking of yourself as a liability, to anyone! you have a right to feel the way you do, so get out of that mindset, its part of the problem. and secondly, we all relapse. kicking depression isnt something that gets done in one go or ten goes it takes years and alot of self exploration to get a handle on it, and even then you can brush with it from time to time. what your going through is perfectly normal and perfectly acceptable, so dont feel you have to do this alone, you have me, and you have the others here, and we can get you through this, just as we have for others, lean on us and let us be your crutch, i know you have been a member here fora good while now, so you know what this place can do for people, let it work its magic, and get you back fighting again, and feel free to drop me an email as well, the one under my name in the comment page gets through to me, if you want that is
Thank you Procel. Maybe I’m beating myself up because I haven’t had overnight progress with overcoming/managing my depression. Thanks again, those are kind words. Can’t see your e-mail anywhere though.
@Jaded i dont think you ever need to beet yourself up, i mean thats the depressions job, its rather rude of you to butt in and do it yourself! :p thats ok, ill give it here, obviously theres no spaces in the email address but im putting them in here to avoid moderation
crimson – trickle @ hotmail . com
that email address leads into my main account, so ill probably email back from the main account, if that makes sense