I’ve been lying to everyone about how good im doing in school and that ill be graduating in two weeks and have all these great plans for the future and that me and my bf are happy and i have jobs lined up and everything they expect to here.
But im not doing well in school at all. Im failing four classes so i wont be graduating. Im not going back to school and i have no jobs lined up, havent even looked into it. Ill be moving in a month but i have no house situation prepared. And i dont think me and my bf are doing well. The only reason he isnt breaking up with me is because he thinks ill kill myself. So i expect him to do it after schools out and hes moves. Its just a matter of time. He talks to me less and seems to be avoiding me. My roommate is also very unhelpful knowing i stopped my medication because i dont think its right for me. She just tells me life is only gonna get harder…thanks but i do just fine at filling my head with negative thoughts, dont need anyone else helping…