About a year ago I lost a job I was with six years…that’s around the time I lost my fiancé of 6 years. It was mainly due to depression and really stupid choices. I never cheated on her but I guess I was kind of a mean drunk. I found new work but couldn’t hack it there and ended up leaving and getting buried in credit card debt. I still haven’t been able to get out. I was with a job the last couple months that I really thought I could make work. Mostly due to my depression I started to despise it. Found myself quitting today and at the middle of the day making out with a stripper at a strip club. So disgusted with my choices right now. I really see no way of turning things around and really leaning towards killing myself. Think it needs to be tomorrow.