Hello. It has been sometime. I’ve been busy. I’ve actually felt not terrible. Not good, but not terrible. Yesterday I went to a beach clean up. A lot of people were there. Made me realize how difficult it is for me to be around other people. I hardly spoke, and could never look anyone in the eye. It’s pretty difficult. Lots of girls there. It was the beach so they wore skimpy tops and short shorts. Didn’t know what to do. Tried to stay as far as possible. When I was alone, it actually felt nice. Alone with my thoughts. It is actually starting to come back. It always comes in waves. One day I feel ok, the next not so ok. One week I feel ok, the next week not so ok. I’m just not fit to be around other people. It makes it worse. I don’t know what to do. Thanks for listening.
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J Doe, I say go for it, talked to a few girls, they are silly and fun!!
I try sometimes, but it’s always about school or something. I’m not interesting or cool enough to make small talk. Plus someone I know has to be around otherwise I can’t
J Doe, come on, first off let me give you a few of my secrete tips!!! 🙂
Tip no. 1, it’s easy all you do is ask questions!! they do all the talking!!!
Tip no. 2, ask questions about them!! they love to talk about themselves!!!
Tip no. 3, tell them how nice they look!!! they eat that shit up!!!!
Now go get them tiger!!! EEERRRROOOWWW!!!!!!