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After a month, I was able to hear her voice. I spoke with my daughter. I told her that I love her and miss her. She said that she can’t wait to see me. I didn’t have the heart to tell her that I won’t be here anymore.

I haven’t seen her in 4 months. After a 30 minute conversation with her, my level of joy and relief was overpowered by the truth. I will never be good enough to be in her life or to be with her mother. I have no other known idea than to give up.

I have never once given up on anything that I have believed in. I believe in love, truth, trust and reality.

The reality of this truth is that she doesn’t want or trust the real undying love that I have for her.

I HAVE TO GIVE UP. Otherise more lives than my own will be destroyed beyond repair.

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Alan Ominous 5/18/2016 - 8:58 pm

That’s deep. I can feel exactly where you’re standing. I can’t offer much help. So sorry.

A wise friend once told me, if you care enough to question your ability to parent, you’re probably a good dad.

Obvious flaws to that. Also some underlying truth.

I haven’t spoken to my oldest in 2 years now. It hurts. So, just so you know I know. Feel free to email me if you want to talk in depth about anything.

rocketman 5/18/2016 - 9:01 pm

retrospectivesuicidalepiphany, The fact your asking for a sign tells me it’s not there, i say stick around and see what happens.

retrospectivesuicidalepiphany 5/18/2016 - 9:08 pm

I’ve talked to god talked to myself. Talked with every one I can. Friends. Family. Preachers. Saints. Pastors. Bishops priests and revrends. Deacons. My own demons. Their answer has not changed. Give up.

Alan Ominous 5/18/2016 - 9:12 pm

Been there too. So bad my mom changed her phone number. Been down and out. I’m not going to pressure. No false hopes here. But, I mean, maybe, maybe we talk? Maybe we got a few things in common? Maybe not…

Iwantpeace2 5/19/2016 - 1:15 am

Im sorry to hear this my brothee I am here wen yu jus want me to be here if yu need someone

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