After a month, I was able to hear her voice. I spoke with my daughter. I told her that I love her and miss her. She said that she can’t wait to see me. I didn’t have the heart to tell her that I won’t be here anymore.
I haven’t seen her in 4 months. After a 30 minute conversation with her, my level of joy and relief was overpowered by the truth. I will never be good enough to be in her life or to be with her mother. I have no other known idea than to give up.
I have never once given up on anything that I have believed in. I believe in love, truth, trust and reality.
The reality of this truth is that she doesn’t want or trust the real undying love that I have for her.
I HAVE TO GIVE UP. Otherise more lives than my own will be destroyed beyond repair.