I cant seem to face the shame of my past. Stupid decisions and bad choices lock me up in the house. I have no job. I have no purpose and I dont care enough to change it. Ill lose my house soon. Thats when itll come down to it.
If you think you’ll care when you lose your house soon, than make that your motivation. It shouldn’t matter if you like your job or even care about it, just get one. Doing anything is better than nothing. Because, where is nothing going to lead you? Nowhere. Just some place within your own mind, probably. Some place that doesn’t even exist.
The choices of your past are only as bad as you make them to be. If other people keep reminding you of them, than either ignore them, or get away from there. It can go from just walking away to moving somewhere else.
Thanks. Nobody reminds me but me. I cant get out of my own way. Same mistakes same regrets. It doesnt end and I dont know how to get it all back together.
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If you think you’ll care when you lose your house soon, than make that your motivation. It shouldn’t matter if you like your job or even care about it, just get one. Doing anything is better than nothing. Because, where is nothing going to lead you? Nowhere. Just some place within your own mind, probably. Some place that doesn’t even exist.
The choices of your past are only as bad as you make them to be. If other people keep reminding you of them, than either ignore them, or get away from there. It can go from just walking away to moving somewhere else.
Good luck
Thanks. Nobody reminds me but me. I cant get out of my own way. Same mistakes same regrets. It doesnt end and I dont know how to get it all back together.