From the second floor of my apartment building.
I’ve never felt so alive in my whole life! So many emotions at once! It’s incredible, I can’t even manage to explain it.
I’ll always cherish the memory of me falling. Time seems to slow down when you’re falling and even more when you already reach the ground.
I have three deep cuts, and I feel so fucking proud of them. I’m so happy you can’t even imagine. So so so happy. I’m crying of happiness (not of pain like everybody believes, physical pain means nothing to me).
I’m ready, more than ever.
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Was it an accident or you did on purpose? You got away with only three cuts?
It was an accident, I was trying to reach some clothes that were stuck in a tree. And well I have this big big cut at the side of my head (it’s already stitched), two deep cuts on my legs and a twisted ankle but that’s all.
You were very lucky (that depends considering we chat on suicide site). It must have been really cool. Feeling like flying.