I would give anything to go back

When I was 10 or 11 and my mom just got sick at the time and I was sent to live with my grandmother. Normally no big problem except my grand mother is a ***** and has favorite grand childen Im not one of them. Now the time I spent my grandmother I appreciated now she taught me how to make money cook clean. Problem I slept on the floor was not allowed on her orange suede couch.

But I do have good memories despite the the hours of drilling of being a good wife for the future. Like stay up late listing to music choice on tv in the kitchen lip syncing the words pretending im famous….wash her car for fun and my sister sliped and got hurt its bad because she got hurt but it was fun . when my cousin and I were scared to go in the extension of the house becuase we thought it was  haunted . when little Einstein just came out and we thought it was so stupid it was hilarious that I almosted peed myself. I remember my sister and I thought we found crystals next her house but they were just goose eggs rocks . I wished I had magic powers and live in different world .

There good memories but I was miserable and alone I used to hope to die and not want my grandmother there.

And now I would give anything I have and go back and take my grandmothers shit and I would not care I would go back to jeresy and live there .

I  hope everyone is ok tonight .