Life – 567,983,122……. Me – 0…. That’s how many times I’ve been kicked in the balls, it’s a rough estimate of course but I don’t think I’m off by much, just something else taken from me. Not another child or grandchild this time, another business, apparently I’m broke more than I figured and business partner and friend has been selling off equipment, and the rest is on it’s way. We never even got to get things up and running. $150,000. Worth of equipment has been sold for close to fuckin nothing, and all I can do is sit back and watch. At least I still have my good looks, wait…. no that’s not it. At least I still have my youth, no that’s not it either. I still have my self respect…… no, that’s been gone for awhile now. Hmmmmm. I’m gonna have to think about this for a minute…… To be continued…….. yes that’s a good ending….
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Ouch!
Dammit.
You deserve better.
I wish life wouldn’t kick us when we’re down.
Thank you, I think we all deserve better, but when ??? Kind of reminds me of what my old man said before he died of cancer, he said son, the cure is worse than the fuckin disease. I feel the same way about what we get now and waiting for what we deserve, the waiting is worse than the getting
All very true.
Frustratingly true.
The waiting IS worse.
You know cordless it wouldn’t be so bad if I got hit all at once instead of over the course of the last 15 years. For Fuck’s Sake. And I know what you’re dealing with sweetheart and you are a straight up soldier. Always here trying to help like so many others here. And I know I can’t be the only one to say it, But I Just Don’t Get It … Why do good people have to constantly suffer ???
That is the million dollar question my friend. So many fucking stand up people around here and none of them deserve the hand they were delt.
That would include you. All I can say is walk forward and keep walking until you can no longer walk, then crawl. Eventually today will be so far behind you it will be a tiny blurred line in the distance.
HDS thank you 🙂 there are so many good people here, and I’ll be completely honest with you, if asked what I’m reading or whatever, I have no problem showing people I’m on this site, because once I can get that stupid fuckin look off their face because I’m on a site called ” the suicide project ” I’ll let take a look for their self and know of some people that said they were going to sign up.
You what, they say behind every good man is a great woman, well between you 3 and whisked fish, ( who always has a kind word and good advice ) I got 4 great women here, thanx guys so.
The waiting sucks. Keep on going though, things will improve.
Noneedforaname, question…What’s the name of that group on Google + the group about abandoned places?
Hi WG, the name of it is just “abandoned buildings” by Abbie Stewart I do believe. I actually like it there, there’s all kinds of blogs, I’m adult humor, classic rock, heavy metal, hotrods, Harley Davidson ( duh!!! ) lol. And a few others
Thanks! I’m gonna try to find it.