Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.
The contemplation of suicide is omnipresent in all of our lives. A choice of staying in this putrid, disgusting, vile, evil, and irreparable existence sickens myself and those that are feeling the same as I am.
We seek nothing more than the affirmations of love, life, truth, justice, and respect.
My inevitable choice is one designed by fate and itself.
I’ve commenced the process of leaving this form.
So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wide eyed and hopeful.
Wide eyed and hopefully wild.
We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This body reminding me that I am not alone
In this body it makes me feel
Eternal
All this pain is an illusion
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retrospectivesuicidalepiphany, “All this pain is an illusion” i like that, the pain you get when you break an arm is real, the pain we inflict upon ourselfs is illusion that we create, we make it so.
Wth is a rope necklaces
Diamond rope
Silver chain
Pretty noose sells pretty pain
And I don’t like what you got my hanging from
Im sorry I still dont understand but do yu watch the steve wilkos show
Negative
Do yu watch bad girls club? Love nd hiphop? Naruto?
Do yu want a hug? Or cookies?
Its an affirmed negative on the 3 shows prior mentioned. Negative on the physical contact. Cookies, while as amazing as an human hopefully agree, would be fantastic. None the less, I’m quite positive we are a few miles apart.
My entire life I have wanted nothing more than to be a great father to my children, an unconditional lover, partner, spouse, and friend to the people that know the real me.
This machine that I have become is unstoppable.
I seem to do nothing more than aggregate those around me. I’m truly an outsider.
So inevitably I lead myself to the pinnacle of my chair. Ensure that the measurements are correct.
Most every, is hopefully, under the spell of the reaper. A simple nights rest of enough for those types. I, on the other hand, wish for an eternity of sleep and joy.
Lol
I have whole days like that too but if there is anything yu can do to take ur mind off of things , im sorry man but maybe if we can find something else in common we can jus talk bout something good or even funny like ufc??
I have whole days like that too but if there is anything yu can do to take ur mind off of things , im sorry man but maybe if we can find something else in common we can jus talk bout something good or even funny like ufc??
tool great band i love Parabola and Vicarious 🙂