First off, sorry for just complaining, I just don’t know what to do.
Today is tough for me. I am in JROTC is high school and we had to command our class in a drill performance. Well I was voluntold and so I had to command a bunch of people for a major grade. Well I am stage fright and I bombed the commanding. School is just be so stress full; enough that I want to die. I am doing self harm now, but I don’t know how long it can keep me calm. Tonight maybe tonight, IKD, you people will know what happens by next week at the latest if I am still alive or not. If I don’t post anything, thank you for your support, help, and goodbye