Lots of us. I have masking tape around all my fingers to stop me from doing awful things. seems to be working.
No shame in having impulses. Why would trying for a baby change any of that? In reality it most likely will make everything worse. Which is really depressing. Sorry.
Well I hope that you don’t starve yourself or injure yourself while pregnant. That is obviously not a good thing to do. Have you tried to find some other way to VENT when you feel anxious or depressed? You could try talking to somebody, you could try > exercise or art or music or creative writing or some other form of creativity. Also > have you ever seen a doctor about your self injurious behaviors? You might want to see a doctor and see if there are any medication(s) they could prescribe that might take these kinds of urges away from you.
Well hang in there. I wish you the best. I hope you get passed any urges to harm yourself and I wish you peace and love and good times.
If you think you might do those things while pregnant, you should probably take a break from trying. You must be going through a terrible time so it might be good to focus on yourself instead, and finding ways to feel better and stop feeling the urges as strongly. Even if you do keep trying you should spend some time to find alternatives to those urges and help for the underlying problems. Finding alternatives can be a good place to start. I’m sorry you’re feeling so bad. Lots of love.
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Lots of us. I have masking tape around all my fingers to stop me from doing awful things. seems to be working.
No shame in having impulses. Why would trying for a baby change any of that? In reality it most likely will make everything worse. Which is really depressing. Sorry.
Well I hope that you don’t starve yourself or injure yourself while pregnant. That is obviously not a good thing to do. Have you tried to find some other way to VENT when you feel anxious or depressed? You could try talking to somebody, you could try > exercise or art or music or creative writing or some other form of creativity. Also > have you ever seen a doctor about your self injurious behaviors? You might want to see a doctor and see if there are any medication(s) they could prescribe that might take these kinds of urges away from you.
Well hang in there. I wish you the best. I hope you get passed any urges to harm yourself and I wish you peace and love and good times.
renegadeRaenbow, the kind you shouldn’t be? Stop that nonsense!!!! PLEASE!! Love Rocketman. 🙂
If you think you might do those things while pregnant, you should probably take a break from trying. You must be going through a terrible time so it might be good to focus on yourself instead, and finding ways to feel better and stop feeling the urges as strongly. Even if you do keep trying you should spend some time to find alternatives to those urges and help for the underlying problems. Finding alternatives can be a good place to start. I’m sorry you’re feeling so bad. Lots of love.