i’m sorry but this is not true . Beating myself . cutting myself . blaming myself for the things i didn’t even do .. this is the way i stay alive , i do it because i deserve it , i deserve this hell . we all do .
@ Beautifulblood. Of course what you say is true but that’s almost unatainable to someone caught within the horror of severe depression or someone who’s childhood was so toxic and dysfuntional that the consequences inevitably spilled out into adulthood in the form of self destruct mode.
But thanks, we all need to keep hearing reminders of the actual truth behind the damage.
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i’m sorry but this is not true . Beating myself . cutting myself . blaming myself for the things i didn’t even do .. this is the way i stay alive , i do it because i deserve it , i deserve this hell . we all do .
How ? ….how do we ‘deserve’ it, BL98 ?
@ Beautifulblood. Of course what you say is true but that’s almost unatainable to someone caught within the horror of severe depression or someone who’s childhood was so toxic and dysfuntional that the consequences inevitably spilled out into adulthood in the form of self destruct mode.
But thanks, we all need to keep hearing reminders of the actual truth behind the damage.
Yes .. I hate to admit. You’re welcome. It feels romantic now the self destruction and the only thing that satisfies..
I get what you mean. I do that too.
BL98