I was a pastime for someone. Need I say more ?
Beautifulblood
Beautifulblood
Iam a lost soul belonging in the woods. Have no idea who put me here. I have no purpose It's quite funny. Iam deeply indulged in heavy metal and psychic phenomenas..
I cannot say what iam feeling. But im bursting down in pain. I dont know how to stop it. Everyone hates me where i thought no one would they are laughing on my back once i was the best employee and now just a joke. All because i was depressed. Now i think i should just stay inside im scared of people i hate people this was the last chance that i had given life.. all my emotions are made fun of by people i never cared about before. I might take my life sooner than decided. Stopping the pain by self destruction. Cruel world. […]
Just because everyone else is hard on me I have to be soft on myself. The only thing we can do is be as kind as possible with ourselves.
Physically alone in a world filled with people. Did i not give love ? Or did i miss something. Am i not perfect but who is .. anyways still perfection demanded from a person who gave enough.. just enough. Doing my utter best in work still the fog is over the head. Addicted to alcohol and a chain smoker and excessively self destructive. Dreaming of death and finding people so tragically funny and stupid. Screaming inside but ‘look such a beautiful smile she got, she is happier than anyone i have seen’ Well no if i told you you would ignore it because iam such […]
Jump off a cliff to land on the hard rocks. The drop is 600 m down. Hopefully after a month. This will be the final commitment and Im looking forward for a final exit.
Anyone single sad and lonely like me? Btw Im a girl.
I have been a regular sp visitor for years but never posted. I just made an account here to share my lonely stories. I because of all of you who post on this site have felt less alone sometimes when I needed to feel I’m not the only one. A frequent suicide attempter philosopher and thinker I sometimes go insane too. Well.. this is it.