Making cuts

I cannot say what iam feeling. But im bursting down in pain. I dont know how to stop it. Everyone hates me where i thought no one would they are laughing on my back once i was the best employee and now just a joke. All because i was depressed. Now i think i should just stay inside im scared of people i hate people this was the last chance that i had given life.. all my emotions are made fun of by people i never cared about before. I might take my life sooner than decided. Stopping the pain by self destruction. Cruel world. Iam tortured.