Physically alone in a world filled with people. Did i not give love ? Or did i miss something. Am i not perfect but who is .. anyways still perfection demanded from a person who gave enough.. just enough. Doing my utter best in work still the fog is over the head. Addicted to alcohol and a chain smoker and excessively self destructive. Dreaming of death and finding people so tragically funny and stupid. Screaming inside but ‘look such a beautiful smile she got, she is happier than anyone i have seen’ Well no if i told you you would ignore it because iam such a standup comedian outside who just wants to have some fun. Know why im having this fun? Because i have planned for peace.
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Hey beautifulblood, just wondering where abouts are you? I’m from toronto, canada.
Asia.
Being alone does kind of suck…. by kind of I mean it does, very much…. -_-
Yes iris. Wanting someone beside you to cuddle and hug.
Now i feel terrible with people.. i want to be alone. The loneliness got so thick it made walls.
Yeah I would love having a person to cuddle…. But I never really have, I can sort of cuddle one of my friends but I still don’t really trust him that much…. Trust needs to be built for cuddling. -_-