school starts tomorrow. i want to bring my blade with me. if i do it, it will hurt the person i love. but i love doing it! the only thing i regret is hurting her. i wish i could take all the hurt away and have it all on me. first day back tomorrow maybe a bloody smiley on my skin is just what i need.
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I wouldn’t if I were you. You can always cut after you get home. There are numerous reasons why bringing a blade to school is a bad idea.
I commonly bring a blade with me to school (and everywhere)…. I keep mine in my wallet, and so far people have no idea I carry it with me, if I need to use it I make sure I’m in a place that’s private where I’m not going to be interrupted (not bathrooms though, people can hear threw the stalls, and they are kind of unappealing in other ways) So while I don’t really like the idea of you bringing it to school, as home is a better place for such things (I really would rather you not have to do this at all honestly) I can understand why you’d want to bring it with you, I find it comforting to have a blade with me even if I know I probably won’t use it…. Is just nice knowing that I can if I want to. I’m not sure how it would hurt the person you love, just don’t tell them about it, keep it a secret, it’s not something that you’re really supposed to have at schools anyway, so you may even be able to get in trouble for it…. And if you can’t resist letting your friend know about it because you want to hurt them for some reason (I tend to like to do that, because it hurts me too) then I really kind of assume it is going to happen anyway :/
Also if you do decide to do this, be wary of metal detectors, I’ve once had to toss one of my blades into a trash can discreetly because my highschool was walking us over to the courthouse for an assembly -_- (that would have gone poorly)
Either way I wish you the best…. :/
WHAT THE FUCK ARE CUTTING FOR IF YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!AHHHHHHHHHH.
THATS STUPID ASS FUUUUUUCK.
YOU HAVE SOMEONE TO LOVE I DON’T YOU DUMB DUMB FUUUUCK!!!
Maybe a girlfriend doesn’t help as much as you’d think it would.
Huston my dear fellow, it really doesn’t work that way. Each person here has their own personal hell to deal with…whatever that may be. Your main issue is not having a partner to love, shag and wash your skiddy grundies and pongy socks but that doesn’t mean its going to be everybody elses achilles heel in life. Remember Robin Williams, Kurt Cobain ( who killed himself one month after Justin Bieber was born.. He knew !!! ) These were men who could get poontang on tap, were filthy rich and lived the dream…but they had other kinds of shit that made em feel like life was futile…Different strokes for different folks, muchacho. You dig?
im not really sure what you said but thank you 🙂