They are selfish for making me stay here
I don’t want to be here anymore. They say they love me, but why would you put someone you love through this much torture? I hate waking up every day and doing this bullshit. Ok I’m on medication but it’s not going to help me. It’s supposed to work and it’s not. I can switch a hundred times and it won’t work. I shouldn’t be forced to take medicine I don’t want to take and to live a life I don’t want to live. No one this sad should be allowed to be born. They say they’ll be sad without me. Why? Why would you want me here dying more every day? That makes you happy? If you loved me it would make you happy seeing me smile from my casket. FINALLY FREE. But instead you’re keeping me trapped and calling it love.
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Don’t think like that, your family and friends simply want you to stay with them, they want to help you overcome this, and you can do it. I believe in you, your family clearly believes in you, and you should believe in yourself.
Everybody is selfish in a fundamental way. Try to be a bit grateful for them to love you, its not true for everybody.
They simply don’t understand, people cannot understand that feeling. Even I when I’m not depressed that much cannot understand that. Yes, it creates barrier between family members and friends, but both sides must try to respect each other.