Yeah me too. Yea say some more I could probably relate. Being used as someone’s past time or safety net in case they never found anyone else. This life sux and people sux! I don’t care I’m going to be my own bestfriend.
I was just cutting my arms the pain was too much couldnt cut much just scratches. Loneliness is what I have lived with my entire existence. Gave him a chance he turned out to be a ……. whateve. Gave him my love and whatever a suicidal person could give from their side despite all the depression. Dont anyone i meet have a heart ? Ever ? Surprisingly… well.. I was a pastime.. anyways i have no idea how to numb this pain make a cut on arms or the belly so that i could concentrate more on this injury than the depression.
I’m sorry that someone used you. However, one asshole doesn’t represent the whole human race. It’s true that there are many, truly, awful people out there, but there are also many, exceptionally, good people in this world.
I feel you. I myself could really care about someone if there was somebody who shared mutual feelings about me, but literally no one on the planet actually cares about what I do with myself. I’ve been out having the time of my life this past month (and my vacation isn’t over yet), and I have the ability to do whatever I want since I don’t have to answer to anyone or even tell anybody what I’m up to. So yeah, there were some mildly crazy nights.
Anyway, even though I currently have all the freedom in the world (depending on my bank account), I just wish I had one person to consistently share some of my experiences with (in a romantic sense). Just one, is that too much to ask? Apparently so.
Hey, don’t cut yourself, though. Do something fun instead. It’s better to raise yourself up than let anyone drag you down.
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Yeah me too. Yea say some more I could probably relate. Being used as someone’s past time or safety net in case they never found anyone else. This life sux and people sux! I don’t care I’m going to be my own bestfriend.
I was just cutting my arms the pain was too much couldnt cut much just scratches. Loneliness is what I have lived with my entire existence. Gave him a chance he turned out to be a ……. whateve. Gave him my love and whatever a suicidal person could give from their side despite all the depression. Dont anyone i meet have a heart ? Ever ? Surprisingly… well.. I was a pastime.. anyways i have no idea how to numb this pain make a cut on arms or the belly so that i could concentrate more on this injury than the depression.
I feel used. Again. I dont wanna survive this filthy human race of monsters.
I’m sorry that someone used you. However, one asshole doesn’t represent the whole human race. It’s true that there are many, truly, awful people out there, but there are also many, exceptionally, good people in this world.
I feel you. I myself could really care about someone if there was somebody who shared mutual feelings about me, but literally no one on the planet actually cares about what I do with myself. I’ve been out having the time of my life this past month (and my vacation isn’t over yet), and I have the ability to do whatever I want since I don’t have to answer to anyone or even tell anybody what I’m up to. So yeah, there were some mildly crazy nights.
Anyway, even though I currently have all the freedom in the world (depending on my bank account), I just wish I had one person to consistently share some of my experiences with (in a romantic sense). Just one, is that too much to ask? Apparently so.
Hey, don’t cut yourself, though. Do something fun instead. It’s better to raise yourself up than let anyone drag you down.