Fml… :(

Im lonely guy without friends, few month ago i met with girl, she supported me a lot, and helped to forget my ex gf, i thought my things going better, but whole life just ruined again, i start to feel  in love with her… and since month passed, i seen how much she changed… but i did nothing bad to her, i was kind and happy to see her always, i also supported her a lot when she felt bad, and never left her as she usually did with me, because i whine and cry a lot about my shit life.. i just tired her, she just leave me crying alone, didnt tried to help me anymore, she stoped care about me as she did before, she was not glad to see me as it all was before, honestly she thought only about her bf and herself all the time, she told that he is just using her, but she loves him and cant leave him, i cried a lot, i was going to bed with dream not wake up anymore, i’ve got more problems even that i had before, and feel that i cant handle this fucking pain anymore, im done, its very hurt, i trusted my poor soul to person again and got betrayed, im naive fool, i cant sleep anymore, i wont eat something, i wont live at all, my parents pushing on me also, im so weak, tired and cant focus on anything, i have exams in few days and i not prepared at all… because all my free time i wasted with her,she was everything i had, and she just leave me because she never caried about me and always lied, i just wanna kill myself, why peoples are always so cruel to me, my life as always ruined, i cant hold this fucking pain inside anymore its killing me every second…im done and gonna kill myself thought, sry for my bad english 🙁 dunno even why i wrote this all here, i frustrated and not need nobody, so im gonna kill myself.