i feel like no one at school would care or notice if i killed myself. i think the people that used to know me would only thing “she finally got what she wanted, I’m glad i got out when i did”. some would make fun of me. but no one would be upset or miss me. i am hated by few and noticed by even less. some say I’m not trying hard enough. but right now. i would rather kill my self. no one would cry, but isn’t that just what we want?
i haven’t cut in a long time but i don’t think i can not do it for one more second.