Storm

I don’t know what to do anymore. I can feel my motivation and energy just draining from my body. Soon enough, I won’t be able to keep this up. I know that people are always telling other people to seek ways to fix their problems, but what if I don’t want things to get better? Is this normal…? Do I deserve to feel this way? What if I want bad things to happen? I guess the reason I feel like this is because I feel like my reason for being depressed isn’t good enough. Or maybe it is good enough, but I just don’t think it is… Is it okay to feel this way?

I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.