I don’t have that many friends and I’ve been abused. Not many people are there for me and I constantly feel alone all the time. Last night I was sobbing really hard and I had nobody to talk too. I constantly feel like nobody cares about me and that my life is pointless. I’m always helping other people out with their problems but when it comes to me I get nothing. I’ve even reached out to Forums and hardly nobody responded which makes me feel even worse and that nobody cares about me. Not even my own family supports me. I’m constantly always supporting people and I end up getting taking advantage up. Feel so lonely right now and have nobody to talk too. Hate the way I feel right now. It’s been so long since I’ve gotten a hug too. Don’t see any hope for me in the future at all. Right now I’m crying my eyes out and nobody even notices. I feel so alone right now and I hate the way I feel. All I want is to be happy, though all I feel is sadness and pain.
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Hi cryingsilence. Apart from abuse you just described my life. I always believed that we make our selves happy or not. But not lately. Sometimes it’s out of our hands. But having many friends isn’t The point. The point is to have good friends. Dont give up just yet, you’ll never know who will come to your life and change everything.
i want you to contact me at : oliver.fredlund@hotmail.com
I actually would enjoy having a conversation with you.
We’ll make it work together, trust me.
I’ve never been abused, but I have been alone for most of my five decades. If you depend on others to make you happy, you’re going to be disappointed way too often. That doesn’t necessarily mean to always be selfish, but more often than not, you yourself are the only one you can depend on. Happiness itself is a frustratingly elusive goal if you focus specifically on it.
Go over to YouTube and search for a song by Cassadee Pope called “Invincible”. Then play it over and over till you start to believe it. ?
And by the way, people who may reject you are saying more about THEM and what THEY’RE about, than anything about you.
I’ve been abused too and my mother is a kind woman but I have to remain silence on what happened so that I always get the feeling I’m hopeless, nobody understand what I’m goig through and even if I told my friends I know and are nice to me that eventually I ll have to deal with all this shit on my own like I do since I’m a 6 years old, but it’s so much pressure and I often wonder if it really is worth it. I think we share pretty much the same problems. My friends start to get annoyed of the crying, freaky depressive girl I am. So I totally understand you. If you want, I can give you my e-mail adress, I ‘m not the best at comforting people but I’ll really like to try my best 😉