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I’m so Excited

by Ylem

I’m dying tonight. A day I’ve been waiting for over 10 years. I’m finally going to die.

Goodbye fucked up world. I’m going to ebjoy burning in hell.


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DeathDreamer 10/3/2016 - 5:03 am

How are you gonna do it?

vedura 10/3/2016 - 5:38 am

You will not burn in Hell. You have already lived there during your life on Earth. I wish you peace, succeed or not. <3

If you fail to die, you're not alone. I've been there.


Soco 10/3/2016 - 6:45 am

Hey ylem… i know ur in pain.. is there anyway u can wait.?? I know this site is about suicide but it hurts when anyone leaves for good.

If u cant wait. . I hope u find the peace ur looking for . X

BL98 10/3/2016 - 11:07 am

i wish you peace my friend .

whiskered-fish 10/3/2016 - 12:21 pm

Ylem, please



do not do this. And trust me, if there is a Hell, you won’t enjoy it. No one can. That’s the point of it.

silentshepherd 10/4/2016 - 8:03 pm

I think masochists probably would beg to differ.

whiskered-fish 10/4/2016 - 9:26 pm

I am a masochist, actually. But that doesn’t really mean anything. Hell isn’t anything like what you can experience here on earth.

Not that it matters. Ylem is probably dead already and there’s nothing we can do about it. But cry, I guess. And try to forget.

TerribleLife 10/3/2016 - 1:35 pm

How are you doing it?

nm 10/3/2016 - 4:40 pm

listen taking your life is no solution.if that was the case there would be no humans left..we are all depressed here..you are not alone..we are all there for you..be patient..you have survived till now I know you can wait for little more to see your life turning out to be awesome.. Wait for little more and then you will be very happy that you will not even think of opening this page..just wait.

Ylem31 10/3/2016 - 6:07 pm

I’m done with this bullshit. I’m ending it now. It’s all over for me. I’ve had enough pain in this life time

idm 10/3/2016 - 6:31 pm

but it’s not all over until You say so (what this post is, I know).

i know only a little of how much you’ve struggled through til now, still struggle even after everything.. of course you’ve had more than enough pain.. It isn’t fair and it hasn’t been easy.. but there’s more than that here. i know you’ve felt the opposite too.. and maybe that’s little more than a dream right now, but it’s possible and it exists. it’s not a guarantee but it’s a hope.. one of the few i have, even if i don’t trust my faith. could you wait just one more day, at least? i know this feeling/state isn’t new, but just to make absolute sure, give it one more chance? You’ve come so far, Ylem. even if your family isn’t the most helpful right now, you still have plenty of people rallying for you.. i hope you talk to some of them first at least. i do wish you well whatever you do, but i just.. foolishly hope you can change your mind.

mindlessgamer619 10/3/2016 - 7:30 pm

I have no idea if you’ll read this or not, Ylem, but I’ve talked to you. I’m talking to you all now.. I’ve known you for a good while now, and I feel that we’ve gotten close as friends.

I know it’s been rough as hell for you. You’ve been through shit I never have, and it’s hard as hell.

That doesn’t change the fact that I’ll be devastated if you manage to succeed. I care about you so much, and I have not been able to say or do anything significant all day. I’m scared. Scared out of my mind that I will lose you tonight. Scared because I may not ever hear from you again after tonight…

I feel like my thoughts are a mess, and I’m incredibly incoherent and unable to express my thoughts in a sensible matter.. I love you, and losing one of the few people I talk to on a day to day is gonna be a bitter pill to swallow. You’re my friend, and I’ll always be there for you, but if the worst should come to pass, I’ll hope for peace for you.

Love you hun.

Your twin,

gonegirl100 10/3/2016 - 10:07 pm

I hope you find peace whether you do it or not. Really connected to your past posts alot. If something comes up, please keep us posted. We understand your pain.No matter what happens I truly hope you get the pure happiness you deserve. And if you decide to wait a bit, that’s perfectly alright too. Peace 😉

Mf 10/3/2016 - 10:18 pm

I guess there isn’t much that i can say that hasn’t been said already and i won’t try to persuade you, but do think it through carefully. If you’re really sure of doing it still think it through. The last thing you want is failing because of lack of planning and then ending up in an even worst condition than now. Been there, done that, wish i hadn’t.

200085 10/4/2016 - 3:01 am

I’m sorry. I wish it wasn’t like this for you, but your still loved

I am out 10/4/2016 - 4:55 pm

I’ve been exactly where are you right now. Luckily a person I thought loved me (but later told me she didn’t) came to my rescue even though she was the source of all my trouble. She faked it to save my life. If you want to be successful don’t tell anyone in real life. If you are crying for help it may be wise to get on the phone with someone you think cares for you………

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