I have to try again, right? Can I? Is it possible? Is there anything to get me out of this fucking hellhole? I’m trapped. My friend has ditched me in favor of this HORRID girl who I will refer to as AL. AL doesn’t hate me or anything, she’s just so fucking mean. My damn life means nothing. I’m just waiting for Death to come and save me, because I don’t think I can go on much longer. But maybe I’m not important enough for death. Maybe Pain will come and I will begin cutting again. Frankly, I deserve it. A bisexual, IDIOT girl who is essentially bullied a ton by her once BEST FRIEND. Why am I not dead yet, can someone tell me??? I don’t want to live anymore. I don’t want to TRY anymore. I don’t want to give my fucking Language Arts teacher (who will be referred to as MG) the pleasure of grading my essay as an F. I don’t want to live anymore. I doubt the world will care, anyways.
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I need some clarification (forgive me I confuse easily, hazardous mind), and remember completely voluntarily up to you what you feel like to disclose
Is it GG that now bullies you?
If and/or if not, who is it
bullying you with you sexuality, and/or something else? if so what?
did you get that “bombshell” sorted with your parents?,
what about your accepting aunt, can’t she comfort and help guide you?
I can guarantee you someone in the world cares.. might not be all 7 billion, but there is at least one
bad friends are no real friends at all, and are best gotten rid of and ignored as fast and best as possible one can manage
I preferred to burn bridges, nuke the earth behind, then plow and salt it afterwards,
then again, I’ve always been a bit “emotional” apparently, so might not have been the most rational thing…
OK.
GG – good person, sometimes misunderstanding. My new bestie (ish)
AL – Rude ***** doesn’t know im bi
Old BFF – also a rude *****, she’s LW (read my other posts)
Anything else? I’m really happy to answer.
If your’e still in high school, then you should NOT kill yourself. You’re still very young, and full of potential. Trust me when I say this, everything gets better after high school. High school is full of kids who only care about their “image”, and being popular. In college, or in the work force, no one cares about that. They are more worried about bettering themselves for the future, and focused on goals other than socializing. As long as you focus on your grades, and push through these last few years of high school, then I promise you things will get better.
I’m…12 in seventh grade…um yeah not that close to high school
Hoping to Have Hope,
You have the power to change things around you, surround yourself with people like yourself, it works out pretty good if your good 🙂 being alive has it’s moments good and bad, our goal is to have more good, death ends that goal, hopefully at the time when we die we were having more bad moments such as chronic suffering or pain, who wants to leave when the party is just getting good!