Um.
So I’ve somewhat patched things up with LW. Apologized and got a response back. Came out as bi. She hasn’t told anyone yet.
I kinda get why she was a bit rude to me.
- She had friends that didn’t particularly like me, and you want to be on the same side as your friends so… I get it.
- I’m not that likable – I guess I try too hard and just yeah…
- I’m not the best company if one is trying to climb the school’s social ladder.
- I can seem like an attention-seeking bratty *****.
- I’m lazy as fuck
- I can be really emotional but hide everything and come off as cold and distant.
Yeah so those are reasons that YOU CAN HATE ME TOO!! YAY! But anyways…
I shortly relapsed back into cutting. But the sight of first blood brought me back into the word and I quickly patched everything up. I’m pretty sure my mom suspects something is wrong, because I asked her for a hug randomly and she checked my wrist. Thankfully, I was cutting on the other hand. I’m spending more and more time in my room, “doing homework” (read: reading fanfiction just because).
Yeah that’s my life. What’s up in yours?
-BHP