Friend turned Foe

January 8th, 2017by thislifewasnotmeant4me

I Insisted on slowing my racing mind..

My addiction at first was my saviour..

Now it’s become a loathed enemy..

I never wanted to become reliant on a drug..

I wanted to like me – I wanted to feel normality..

I didn’t want ┬áto know me when I was straight..

When I was straight I always needed reassurance from myself that the thoughts I were thinking or emotions I were feeling were those of a fulfilled human being who was never ever insecure or unhappy or paranoid or anxious or unsettled or unstable – or anything like me..

 

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