If I can help it I’ll be a career musician, since honestly music and guitar are some of the only things I feel strongly about. Once I teeter out maybe I’ll off myself in some big dramatic way like all the others did. But at the very least that’s a dream I have for my future.
i’m scared to die because i really don’t wanna die like this. i don’t wanna die living a pathetic, miserable and a sad life. I want to die where at my last breath my life isn’t like this and my dad loves me the most. that’s maybe why i haven’t killed myself even in the times when i feel so bad and i’m crazy cutting myself.
and the answer to your question is that i don’t even know how i’m gonna spend my up-coming day so i can’t say anything about spending this life. it’s just going on and on and so on and i’m moving along. and everyday just seems the same…
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If I can help it I’ll be a career musician, since honestly music and guitar are some of the only things I feel strongly about. Once I teeter out maybe I’ll off myself in some big dramatic way like all the others did. But at the very least that’s a dream I have for my future.
i’m scared to die because i really don’t wanna die like this. i don’t wanna die living a pathetic, miserable and a sad life. I want to die where at my last breath my life isn’t like this and my dad loves me the most. that’s maybe why i haven’t killed myself even in the times when i feel so bad and i’m crazy cutting myself.
and the answer to your question is that i don’t even know how i’m gonna spend my up-coming day so i can’t say anything about spending this life. it’s just going on and on and so on and i’m moving along. and everyday just seems the same…