Ok, so since I’ve begun posting on SP I found myself very interested in keeping up with all the posts, it’s been my only one legitimate interest and I have to spend hours trying to catch up. For instance now i need some food but I’d prefer to continue reading and starve
Is there a reason I can’t log in from my phone? I fear IT at work finding out and I definitely think HR would have some kinda issue if they heard of me visiting this site, let alone run all day so i can quickly alt+tab to it during any down time
Truth is I don’t actually feel suicidal MOST of the time anymore. I did, which is what led me to SP many months ago as just a reader. And I’ve had some recent bad days, or when i go out in public, or get into you know, regular conversations i scream loudly in my head, “gawd i wanna effin kill myself! I don’t belong here or with any of these people.” But when that those situations end I usually calm back to my internal sanctuary. I think I’m coming to terms with my place in society, coming to terms as I still waiver and I expect to waiver again. I absolutely would love to die – There’s horrible stories on the news I see and I’m jealous – but to truly run through with the plan I mapped out a while back, Idunno…
Knowing what I just said I’m comfortable if you feel i should stay away, maybe you feel my commitment isn’t strong enough. I don’t want to ruffle any feathers and if it’s posted a time or two I’ll likely heed your wishes and just deal but as i mentioned, i think i like it here.
Again, how can i log onto SP on my phone? – what am i doing wrong – do i have to download the latest java or something techy
Also, i know lots of art and music gets shared here, recently saw a post on Silversun Pickups – braiNsane, i think? Good stuff, I hope you keep sharing your art. Everyone else too but she’s sticking out to me. Honestly i don’t get much exposure to, well, anything anymore considering the no friends and no interests so some of this stuff is nice to be put on to. Anyway I recently discovered K. Flay, she’s dark, does some rappin, and you may even hear a violin or some other uniqueness. Idunno, thought i’d share, maybe some of you could get on board – her most popular song is “blood in the cut”
I think there was another item or two but I’ll let ya go. There’s a multitude of members hear that really need your support, got dealt real shitty draws, and others (or some of the same) that can offer much more inspiring/insightful posts/replies. I’ll try to keep my simple mindedness to a minium
-LMNOut
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What happens when you try? Do you receive a specific error message or anything? I’ve only ever logged on by phone, no issues. I have a Samsung Galaxy something or other.
Now i feel incredibly stupid, mostly kuz i’ve dealt with that since about January. it seems i had a number wrong in the log-in and it saved so i just kept trying that same log-in; I Only noticed now.
Welp, 1 problem solved. I’ll see you during the business day. Thanks, Chip
Damn those numbers!
guess that’s what happens when you allow hotmail.com to recommend an email address that wasn’t already taken and say yah, who cares. all i want is the letters LMNO lol
It’s good to have you here, LMNO. When did you join ?
I’ve never used my phone to log in here. I like a 13 inch screen and a real keyboard 🙂
However, I don’t see logging in from a phone being any different from logging in through a PC/Mac/whatever else.
Anyway, speaking of commitment, I assume you meant commitment to end your life ? If so, don’t worry about it not being “strong enough”. Not everyone here is serious about it. This is more like a place for therapy/entertainment/whatever. Some will eventually go off into the next realm, many probably won’t. I don’t know for sure, but that’s my guess.
You are one of the regulars around here. I like your comments. I was once suicidal almost non-stop unless I had a strong diversion. Nowadays suicidal ideation is still daily but brief. I still keep the means just in case.