I was waiting for a refill. They refused to give me anymore. I am now stuck. I don’t know what to do.
I need to do more research. Why can’t we simply choose not to exist?
I simply want to sleep and never wakeup.
So back to square one.
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The reason why they didn’t refill it is because oxy is an controlled substance. They think you had to many of it
Yes, it’s so frustrating. I am looking at other methods now. I need to plan
I know a painless way that Im going to use in a couple weeks but were not allowed to discuss methods here
You found something. That’s great. I don’t know why you’re doing this, but I am terminal.
Can you give a simple hint
I was numb yesterday. Today, I am panicked, my plan fell apart and I don’t know
I’m not really bothered anymore about painless ways. It would be nice, but I don’t think it’s gonna be an option. I think I would actually go twelve rounds in a boxing ring with a bear or a lion right now to be honest..
Sorry you’ve to start from beginning, but If your want your plan to succeed try the reliable ones. Sorry for my inappropriate advice.
Thank you. Yes, that’s what I need to do.
Why do you want to kill yourself so badly. You seem very keen on suicide so much
There’s no point. I am literally waiting to get sicker and weaker. So, why not end it early. Why suffer? When I can sleep.
I wanted to be a grandmother. I wanted to be a mother. I wanted to be an aunt. But the only thing left is to plan. I am now okay with plan B
I just decided on my timeline. I have five months left. I am so happy. September 22, 2017.
Correction it’s 6 months. I hope my health stays stable and doesn’t fail me.