He tells me he feels the same… but i cant seem to believe him. I think he deserve better … imma a piece of shit really haha
I hold it together when he’s around.. but when he’s gone i just break down and cry. Ive startrd stalking his single female friends, thinking why the fuck he decided to date me. I dunno.. wish I could switch off my mind.
I dont think he would want to know this side of me. But i dunno how long i can suppress it for 🙁 . I have to try and be strong. This could be my one chance to be happy with someone!! Cause i dont think ive felt like this about anyone.
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This made me smile. Don’t question crazy. Sometimes crazy is just what he wants.
Maybe he does. I hope so. It just doesn’t feel good on my end 🙁
. . . Trust your gut instinct, whichever way it takes you, and be honest with yourself about your capabilities.
This is called imposter syndrome and is perfectly common. Your mistake is thinking you’re such a great judge of your own qualities. We seldom are. Other people are usually more accurate. He likes you, is dating you, becausehe wants to, because you’re an improvement to his life.
Instead of worrying about the future, enjoy the present. Be grateful that he likes you. Be grateful for each and every day you have together. What isthe point in your dreams coming true if you don’t enjoy it when it happens?
*because he
*is the